After a long two weeks of dealing with loss I have been trying to face my anxiety and its been a nightmare. My boyfriend left me so I have been extremely upset and I relapsed last week. Also I have been crying my eyes out and trying to deal with being alone. Today my father calls me and threatens suicide because he does not know how to get me out of my sad feelings. I am just super pissed that he is being selfish and does seem to get that him telling me this is not helping me but it is hurting me. Has anyone dealt with this family behavior? Mine is super dysfunctional and I wish he could get help like I am doing but he is set in his ways. I don't know how to get away from his chaos but I don't want to not be there for him if he is thinking of killing himself.
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