Rather than message you individually, and for those who don't know they kept me sober, I wanted to say thank you so much! I honestly couldn't get through this without you. I think I would have let my fear get the better of me and changed my mind.
I am still not out of the woods although Roomy is being co-operative to the point that I am suspicious. I don't think I will relax till my stuff is on the truck and my doggie is safe next door.
I am completely at the whim of my higher power. I hope the lessons in stupidity are over for a while.
I leave on Saturday for better or worse. Staying here and knowing what I would become is scarier to me than the unknown.
You folks have been the only lifeline to sobriety I have. My neighbor is a good friend to me but she is a HUGE pessimist. You have been my companions and AA meetings for the last 10 weeks and I would not have got to this point without your gentle encouragement.
I say so-long to my prison, I'm sure as long as I stay sober it will be alright if I do the legwork.
Hopefully I'll be able to stay in touch while I am in transition. If not, you will hear from me when I find a home. Thank you so much for my sobriety!! Marina.