Hello! I have been reading all of your posts and WOW looks like just what I need. I have been a heavy drinker for too many years and every day is going to be my last.. I quite before for 4 months or so and loved it but when I slipped, I gave up. My Fiance and I both drink together and always have. We are going to get married in February and I want to be sober through all of it. I have a good job and we have 7 great kids between us. He has 4 and I have 3. His oldest two can't stand me and I know between drinking and their Mother drinking is the only thing I can change. I go to work every day thinking I am not going out for Happy hour but as soon as 5:00 comes around it is deadly. I can name 100 things that would be better in my life but I can't find the will power. I am going to keep reading and hopefully get some back bone and stregth from all of you!
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