Last night I feel like was my rock bottom. Finally shared with family and friends about my drinking. That was huge for me. I am doing this on my own. I know I should go to a meeting but very scary for me. I am very reclusive.Perhaps down the road I can get there. Today is the first day I have not had a desire to drink. I know I am going to need people to talk to. If anyone here can help it will be appreciated. Not easy for me to ask for help. Always saw it as a sign of weakness. Stupid, I know.
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