I have only been sober for 19 months, I try to always keep the program of AA in my daily life, which means for me, I must keep God's will in my life.....which leads me to this... my husband and i are going through a some what strained period. I have a good find at work that knows i'm in the program and understands to a degree what it means. Not drinking is the easy part. needless to say he and i both have a little crush mainly because we share all of our daily problems or joys with each other. well, things are moving in a direction that i know is wrong( for me)I just had a talk with him about having to look myself in the mirror and how I could never live with myself for betraying my husband or the step- grandkids for destroying their mi-mi & pops house. If i had only quit drinking and never learned what a fearless inventory was I'm sure i 'ld be in the middle of an affair without any regard to how my actions would impact others. For this I'm turly grateful. By the grace of God...Just wanted to share, because trust me i wanted to follow my plans not God's (in the short term)...Patty
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