OK, this might seem a bit trivial but... I started a new job... tonight is the first night I work by myself and I am freaking out! I am afraid that I will screw it up...I have been thinking about it all day and it's anxiety at it's finest... ugh! I have access to the internet and will check back often.. has anyone had this where you are so afraid of dealing with life sober? I know if I were drinking, I probably wouldn't even be going to work let alone working by myself.. I guess I have to be strong.. tough it out.. pray..be grateful I have a job.. but alas, my ol' alcoholic brain wants me to crawl under the covers and hide.. go to sleep.. forget about it.. can't ... made a committment.. gotta do it.. wish me luck...=)
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