well i did really well fro 2 days again bit i can never seem to get passed 3 days for some reason. i have been keeping myself busy and goin to bed real early to avoid the cravings. but when i was out today i found myself in the shop as usual. seems like and automatic reaction when i go past the shop. i knew what i was doin but still did it. even though i was feeling pretty much ok today i really dont understand why i caved in. am so annoyed with myself right now. i have started my own journal and have 7 goals to try and achieve this yr and the binge drinking is my main one. am hoping that 2moro will bring a different and better day for me.xxx
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