hi...just joined this group and i have a problem with drinking every day after work....sometimes with people but mostly alone and i do have a "good time" alone but i know im full of shit ha ha....when i drink i do the dr. jekyl mr. hyde thing to so i havent drank hark alki in a while....im a beer drinker...i dont have as many problems as i did as a vodka drinker but i wake up every day and wonder what the fuck did i do last night...did ifight someone..etc..every night i want to wake up and be "feel normal" but i dont and so i go to work come home and flush my emotions with alcohol once again...i hate it...i was an avid AA member for over 11 months and then drank again and relocated...i just really miss waking up for work in the morning and knowing that my relationships arent ruied because of my addiction.....i dont feel appfopriate going into detail here but if anyone wants to talk i am definitally open to any discussion...thanks......byrd..................
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