why oh why is this illnes an illnes of denial tonight i am praying with my heart and soul for my best friends hubbie as he is critically ill and might not make it through the night. I share this tonight as this is a progressive illness we have and an illness of denial my best friends hubbie has had this illness for many years and has tried drying out clinics and quickly put his feet in the door of aa and NO IT WAS NOT FOR HIM BECAUSE HE WAS NOT THAT BAD!!!!!!!!!Well my friends and anyone out there that is thinking of drinking again he is sitting tonight in hospital been propped up on a chair as his body is full of fluid that needs to be drained away but his kidneys, liver and heart are not functioning properly and any pressure on his heart tonight and they will not be able to bring him back as his heart will not hold out so tonight i am praying to god that he makes it through the night but what then i dont know and that is all because he could not accept what he was and kept picking up that first drink please please my friends this illness is a killer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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