I had a few shots and I feel like writing here, what else am i gonna do, usually i stay at my job and take things apart and put them back together. i like working with cars, its the only thing i know how to do. i failedmath, and government, i got a D in bio, I dont even remember what I got in english or spanish. and its not like I dont try I stayed at school an extra 2 hours everyday to study. Im gonna be held back and I have to go to summer school. I guess thats why I drink and smoke and what not. i never get to escape from my horrible life unless Im drunk or high. when im wasted I forget i want to kill myself. its the only way i can escape it all just for a little while. I dont think I will be able to stop drinking and smoking so much unless other things in my life get better.
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