ok, i drank sunday after moving my kids.. felt like a beer. monday , drank morning till night.. today is tuesday.. I woke up, went out to the garage, grabbed some alcohol and haven't stopped.. kids still sleeping, laundry to be done.. life to live. ha! what a joke! I am hopeless. I will never ever ever ever get better.. my life sucks. I want to die. I don't want to live. I will probably end up dead real real soon.. peace, and good luck to all those who "get it"
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