well, I am still alive. I am smash olla... I believe that I will be dead in 24 hrs. or less. I am wasted. I dont' want to live . I want to go to heaven. my hell is this life. I will say goodbye now. die . I have no life or future or whatever. kill me now. don't wait. everyone knows I am hopeless.
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