Drinking wine every night starting at 7:00 pm.
I don't work...not at the moment...In the process...I don't drink all day...I've been married nearly 3 years now. I never had a problem with drinking all my life...now at nearly 51 I'm a alcoholic. I never could stand any liquor, beer is ok but I can put it down. Wine has become my drink. I married a man who drinks wine every night. It started out when we got into our relationship...a glass, two, three, talk over the day, kids, life. Some how it caught up with me and now I depend on it...a habit...what's bad is I don't even really like it. I go all day without a drink...some times not often I'll start before my husband drives up...one glass...but usually when he gets his 1st glass...I say Honey pour me one too...3-4 glasses later...I'm drunk. I started out a happy drunk...lately I'm kinda mean, sometimes...most times... I don't remember what I've said and have to ask my husband...and lol I just found out he's forgetting things his self...so much for a reliable source...I get upset with myself for drinking, having no control, something I always had...I promise to not drink every single morning...it last til my Honey gets home...I got 2 1/2 hours before he gets here...I don't want to drink...Help? Is there medicine to help...and I don't smoke all day either...but with the wine, comes me smoking puffs off my Husbands cigar...yuk...lol...Of course we have problems...and I've had many. But I also have much to be thankful for and lots of blessings...healthy (so far) of course the wine is starting to put weight on me...started at 107 lbs. now 121 lbs. It really bothers me...My children, grandchildren, my wonderful husband...sigh...HELP?