So I had the "drinking dream". I have been sober for 2.5 years and I had a dream the other night that i used. I was scared in my dream to tell my sponsor and terrified to go to my home group and get a 24 housr chip. I woke up feeling horrible and guilty.like I reallly ahd drank. I have only had one drinking dream before...and it sucked. Why do you think we have these? I hope I don't have anymore. The guilt was killing me and I didn't even really do anything!
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