I am sitting here drinking beer with my husband. My nerves are so on edge, we just keep bickering at each other. It just makes me want to drink more. What the hell? I don't want to feel like this but it a viscious cycle that keeps repeating itself. How am I supposed to stop drinking when it's kind of what we do together everynight? He is in the other room and thank god for a moment of silence. Sorry, I know I sound selfish and it my problem to own but for now this forum is my only external way of getting these thoughts off my mind without exploding internally or worse at my husband and really losing my marriage. Any thoughts? Anyone available to chat??
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