okay... its a diet green tea tonight instead of a beer. if they didn't hide the beer from me, it would have been a beer, but i guess my p's are helping me out here. not that i didn't search for it. i know i'll feel better in the morning. my buddy rudy called and asked if i wanted to meet him at some bar when i got off work. he said they'd serve me if i was with him. VERY proud to say that i declined. i know i can't really just hang out with him and just hang out, there's always more than that involved. this is really hard. i'm dying for a drink, i'd really love to see him and to be honest really wouldn't mind sleeping with him. but tomorrow would be a whole nother story. so this is unwillingly day one. looked for some sleeping pills to get to bed, we usually have some somewhere. negative on that, but i'll try again in a minute, i was more focused on finding beer at that point. i need something to get me tired so i can go lay down and read a book. that used to put me to sleep, i'll have to start trying that again...
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