you know i got sober to not be miserable any more and am finding out that i have alot of crap inside that if i dont work on ill still be miserable. this sucks, what if i find out i dont like ME or what if i start crying and dont stop???? the committe in my head is screaming at me most days, how do i quit it down???? i go to meetings maybe not enough, im willing to do whatever it takes to stay bober so i have to face those demons and trust GOD will get me through it all. this is truly the hardest thing ive ever had to do, however it is worth it by far.
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