I have gone two days without drinking. Sunday it was easy b/c I was recovering from a night of binge drinking. I drank probably over 6 glasses of wine. Im only about 117 LBS so you do the math. Yesterday was really hard for me. My hangover had worn off. I have the hardest time at night. I have two little boys that I stay home with all day. Around dinner time I just want to open a beer, or make a drink. I usually don't drink infront of them, so when they go to bed I find myself almost running to the fridge or cupboard. Sometimes drinking helps me get in a better mood for my husband. Drinking makes me more sexually. So Im sure my husband is all for it. Yet, when I start drinking I change. No matter how much Ive drank, I crave more. I think all of your responses to my question yesterday, am I an alcoholic point to yes. I just dont know how Im going to replace it. I dont know how Im going to be comfortable in my own skin? How am I going to enjoy having sex again without that glass of wine? I also don't want to admit to anyone close to me that I have a problem.
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