Well to be real honest i have been through treament a few times and i keep making the choice to drink. I have recently come to reconize in myself a very destructive pattern developing. I have been on a bender for about a week and this is day one tyring to climb outta hell. i found this site because the meetings just leave me with a deeper urge to drink. i have battled this for many years and i am determined this time to follow through. I am looking for people that i could recieve support from and not judgement.( i am very good a judging myself, like some others i would wager) so i hope that i have found a place that i could build a foundation upon and rebuild myself and hopfully help someone else in return.
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