Well hello everyone. I pray that everyone is ok. It's been 22 days since I have drank and I'm so happy that I have not touched it. I like this thinking positive thing that my friend turned me onto. I am trying so hard to stay positive, strong, focused and to love and care for myself. I have never done that til two days ago. I like it but it feels weird. I can't thank my DS friends enough for having my back. As long as I'm on here talking I am staying sober. I am so tired of the self pity train and I derailed that sucker like two days ago. I had been so miserable and I don't want ppl to stay away from me due to that so I am changing my attitude. Not only that I am tired of the way things were. I want this more than anything and I'm not giving up. I want to thank everyone for being there for me.
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