im mel,i started drinking at 16, my drinking was never social, i drunk in the streets in sauats everywhere mixin with other alcholic i was a mess i drunk to block out my pain from my past , n it worked 4 a while but it stopped n i begun to drink to escape from myself, i hated bein in my own skin, but wat i dnt understand is wen i was always pukin in result of drinkin that i still drunk after it was madness, i was always chasin that first buzz but i never got it, it jus added more problems for me,i was n stillam ashamed of my drinkin i mixed around with downs n outs n i had a lovin family at home , i jus dnt understand y i chose to b with ppl with like that, ive not drunk 4 2 weeks n ive jus bein thinkn bout it n reflectin, n theres 1 question i stilll cant find the answer to,will i ever b able to pick up a drink again normally?
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