When I drink and when I drug... I feel quote normal... but when I come down it's a big disappointment... than I go back to feeling like a nothing again. I only made it a month this last time around and than I got drunk the other night. I feel so guilty!! Now I have to start all over again. I hate the stopping and than starting all over again. I feel like a yo-yo! Does anyone else feel this way? Or has anyone else ever felt this way? Any advice or feed back would be greatly appreciated thank you..
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