I have that feeling that I know I'm gonna drink, theres no way to stop this I'm going to a reunion camping event at my fathers blueberry field,my resolve is falling rapidly, I don't wanna be sober and I give up, my life is unbearable without drinking now. Too many problems without resolution , I can't function as an adult at all these days , at least before I was functional in a strange way. Don't know why i am posting this ,maybe someone can inspire me
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