Why is it you go around your day all speedy , full of energy, and when it comes to unwinding you get a lil nervous, relaxing, I get a lil nervous. I'm use to the insomnia, i'm use to being over extended sometimes, I'm not use to "down" time. Okay and those of you who were with me on the earlier thread of the guy in my driveway... Now at this happy hour of 2:15 you should know he's out & with his wife lori. Okay Bunny -naughty....wait her name was julie...its not sexy or cute , but hey I'm glad I entertained you for the 5mins. Anyway my point is ..I'm not okay alone...so I'm on this stupid DS tonight while everyone else sleeps or is in bliss of love & familey & I'm doing the most un natural thing for me to do....NOT DRINKING....yes it's true... not a drop & I have a pity party all ready to go... (break out that violin)..I have no family...Dad is dead , mother unkonown , one of two babies & she is in Detroit waiting for her bailout...I do not know her,,,separated at 10 yrs of age ...I think she's what, I dont' know how old, three more than me so I guess shes, 39? but her birthday is Feb 27th ....leap year....yep she's soon to be the big 40hh. I guess I better get to the point. The deal is I guess I have this plan in my mind to drink. Not about the taste but opportunity.. here I am, no one to anyone & no where to be ...so I ask you my friends of DS..where is my anyone ? where is my any how? See as a single person or someone without family How do you do? I think I'm way past self destruction, I don't feel that way about me anymore. But I do feel "vacant" (and girls it's not about a man)So here I sit. Not sure what to do or put my finger on it but hell my mind is Screaming """"DON:T DRINK""""" okay yeppers and.... (lil help here now...insert jacker comment anytime)
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