No matter how hard I try - I still screw things up. Even sober, I do this. And, when I am drinking, forget about it. I have a few really good friends who look at me and say "you, of all people, will get through this". But there are many more who see me as very un-reliable, un-organized, un-dependable, -un - un - un you name it! I am an UN! I am really upset about this, I think I deserve another chance.
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