I have been an alcohlic for years. I want to quit but continue to fail. I don't have health insurance and can't recieve help medically. I know there is AA, I have been through AA years ago, when I was in rehab and had insurance through my family. Going to a meeting scares the hell out of me, I have horrible social anxieties. I want to quit but just don't know how I can do it without real medical help. I am scared, I am 37 years old and haven't been to a doctor in almost 20 years. My life has gotten away from me. I work hard, I care for others and I am living a lie to all those around me. I just don't know how to fix my life nor where to turn.
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