Man, this disease is cunning, baffling, and powerful! I was going through a memory exercise today--remembering all the cars I've had and what I liked best or least about each one. Some of those memories reminded me of my boozing and cruising days. I started to actually miss those times. I even said "Lord, I know it's not right and terrible--but I miss drinking and driving." That's all I did--go out in the woods and back roads--stopping at a few bars, but I mostly had my beer with me in the car. Thank God, I'm going to a meeting tonight--I need one.
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