I would have had 30 days tomorrow. I couldn't make it. I don't know what happened. It seems like I need so much support. i just don't know if I can do this for the rest of my life. I don't know if I can go to meetings for the rest of my life. And tell strangers where I've been and what I have done. All the ugliness that I have been a part of. I probably seem to even my friends here that there's not too much to tell. But there is. There is so much bad stuff that sometimes I don't feel worthy of even being here. I am going to start new again tomorrow. Because I have 3 beautiful grandaughters and 1 grandson on the way. I love these babies and I will be allright for them. If I can't do this for me right now I will do it for them.
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