I was sober for four years.
Now I’m drinking again, and seem to have lost all reason to stop. I have nothing good to say about myself, and feel so, so alone. Life is dishing out big hurdles right now, and for some crazy reason I think alcohol helps me to escape. That voice in my head tells me it will help me escape.
Joining this group again is my first step to fight back to recovery. I just need hope!
My 21 year old son has been living in Fl since Aug. 2017, in rehab, supported living, relapse, repeat and out of rehab since May. He was made to leave halfway house last month and has been finding places to stay since. He has a job which is mostly commission based. Last night he barraged me w how much he hates FL there’s nothing there for him, he’s all alone, etc. He wants to come home so...
well it’s been a year today. A great year. Started off REALLY hard and has ended in a place I didn’t even realize was available. I’m so thankful for my sobriety. I feel like a real person. The abstinence was just the jumping off point. What has changed me is the reading (no tv in a year) and soul searching. Learning to take responsibility for my own happiness has been key. I have so much...