I was sober for four years.
Now I’m drinking again, and seem to have lost all reason to stop. I have nothing good to say about myself, and feel so, so alone. Life is dishing out big hurdles right now, and for some crazy reason I think alcohol helps me to escape. That voice in my head tells me it will help me escape.
Joining this group again is my first step to fight back to recovery. I just need hope!
Im 7 months sober and having a very hard time with every day things.Im not craving or a desire to drink.Im feeling depressed all the time and dead inside.
that pots legal in some states.Then thought came what would I do if it became legal in my state?Scary thinking! Pot truly tore my life to shreds... more perhaps than alcohol did in terms of consequences. Plus I think it was more addictive to me than alcohol was as I truly was daily pot smoker for quite a while before stopping in 82.Fear surrounds idea of being active with this drug of choice....