I went to my 3rd meeting tonight and I don't feel as welcome and accepted as others seem to be. I mistook the start time and got there late and after the meeting although two women spoke to me, it was sorta like they were doing their duty and couldn't wait to get back to more interesting people, and then they all had their backs to me in their little groups and left me standing on my own. I'm a bit upset and questioning whether I want to go back or whether I should only speak to men from now on or just not bother. It was disappointing for me being late too cause I had finally worked up the courage to do some sharing and was just left hanging but that was nobodys fault of course except my own.
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