for nearly 6years now ive been sober but sadly the last few months i have gone back to the booze for some reason i cnt take to the program or find a higher power is this because i have no faith am i an atheist? the word god scares the crap out of me i canot reconise the word god without religion ive herd all the things like put an extra o in the word god but it doesnt help me i beat myself up all the time because of this am i the only one who thinks this way
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