I had to the pharmacy yesterday which sits right it the midst of the wine department at this store. I don't usually go there but they are the only ones that had the med I was looking for. Anyway I tried to walk by real fast so that I did not see it but on my way out i found my self looking at the ones that I used to drink. I never picked them up but I did have someone in the program with me so that may be my HP watching my back as usual. Had a really hard time for a few hours and decided to call my spoonsor who gave me the regular pep talk and then some really good suggestions. Told me to get some sugar in my system so of course I have Rolos laying around. Told me to go to the mirror and basically tell myself off and to pull up my big girl panties and then to go and pray. Today the feeling is not there at all and best thing ever no hangover. Made it another 24 and have decided for today I will not drink.
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