Again I have not joined this sight to judge just to offer support tell my story and learn insight but how do you decided if a person is a alcholic or just someone who likes to drink as I stated I have drank I drank for a few years my husband never drank so he usually drove we would go out about every week and I would start drink and not stop until I was plastered we usually went to a local bar I was concerned the life of the party I would dance on the bar and get pretty loose and crazy we had a harley and did crazy things I never needed to drink during the week but when I drank I became 10 ft tall and bullet proof we all know how alcohol alters our mind been in a few bar fight these are not this I am proud of just trying to get opionions here when I would go out I usually knew I was planning on getting shit face the man the killed my daughter I have learned was apparently celebrating his birthday know that I would think you would know that you were planning on getting wasted his friends were probably buying him drinks I know out times I thought I could drive when I could but that is what alcohol does to our minds he had a prior dui and like I said he was 3 times the legal limit I would think someone should have recognize this I hurt for his family he left behind 3 small children, one of the guys in Ashleys car had 3 children so many people trying to recovery from all of this and most of the time we all know what are intentions are when we go into a bar again I am not judging anyone her I am the last person that has that right I am only trying to make people aware of the dangers and even if you don't take anyone else life but your own take it from a grieving mother it has taken everything inside of me too get through this and there are days I feel like quiting don't think I dont' remember what it is like to drink and forget about all lifes problems but when you wake up they are all still there and then you find out all the stupid thing you did the night before. I also know first hand about alcoholism my grandpa was a alcoholic I seen him piss all over his self I seen him threaten my dad with a baseball bat and seen my grandma have to have stiches in her head from him busting her over the head with a bar can and I seen him pour gasoline in the house and threaten to lit a match and know I have seen my daughter die from the effects of alcohol and lost my unborn grandson that was due on my birthday nothing can change all these things that have happened in my life I can only pray to god to give me strength to get through each day and hope that these story will help someone if anyone would like to talk please feel free to contact me my hand reaches out to you hugging all of you Tina
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