I have bipolar and times when I become suicdal,I find if I can have a few drinks it stops me from wanting to kill myself.The problem is that I need more and more alcohol for the same effect.It's becoming like a life line.I'd rather have alcohol be a problem than drugs that I was starting to get into.Alcohol blocks all the crap feeling out and puts me back on a high,Iv'e even had it take me into mania.Although I'm not nice to be around if I'm drunk and manic at the same time.I get shitty with everyone and flirt with guys.
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