Omg where do I even start? I have been praying so hard for a miracle. and then Happy ( my sponser) said pray for acceptance. I am bad with that... ALL alkies are! Pray for God's will and acceptance. Oh Bullshit old timer what do you know? My marriage is soooooooo toxic. I wanted to sell my emerald my father left me for the estimated value of $150 because as I recall that is what the value was so that I have money to leave eventually. I went to every jeweler in town... they all complimented the cut and the beauty and NO ONE would buy it. I was hysterical! My daughter can't find a place that's hiring. I didn't get SSI, I'm crippled and I can't work. My husband is cruel and now all the jewelers are assholes! How the hell can I accept all that? And not drink? BULLSHIT! But I sucked it up and prayed for it anyway. Couldn't get, as I said my 150 for it. So I come home and call a friend hysterical. Ask her to buy it. She tells me to read the appraisal to her (the old one) OK. I get to the bottom and 150 is a measurment or something. Bottom line estimated value... $400 and that was when I was 12. So NOW it's probably worth a little more. Tomorrow or the next day we will take it to her jeweler and have it appraised and she will pay me whatever amount he says it is worth and have it set in gold for her grand daughter. DUDE God just saved my ass from losing money... and I was such an asshole all day to him. I am humbled. There IS a God and His name ain't Angel. And when I realize that I don't drink... actually good stuff happens. Serenity happens.
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