On Monday i was released from rehab. On Tuesday I attended my first meeting, was very pleasantly surprised by my reception, and then attended intensive outpatient program that night. However, today I didn't get to a meeting, as I had to take care of some issues at my stepson's college, along with getting my life back on track as far as bills, commitments, and legal issues (not the reason iI went to detox/rehab.) I feel a little guilty about this, although my intentions are sincere. Should I just double up one day or am I being too naive? I have no urge to drink, but still want to adhere to promises Ive made myself.
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