Well, today makes 6 days sober. When I started drinking last Saturday it started when I went grocery shopping and never ended that day until I feel flat on my face in my bed. All I can say, "Thank God my husband" who watched over me or my consequences could be more than I have put onto myself. Well, I needed to go to the store today. My husband didn't trust me. How could I blame him? But he gave me a chance. I went straight there. I got the food. I needed to get pop and of course that is the beer/wine/liqueur isle. I got the pop and got out of the store. I made it. Than I went straight home. Before I would have bought at the store or stopped at a party store, but I didn't today. I am making new habits. I want/need to. So far OK. Tomorrow I don't know but today is OK.
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