I just wanted to share my experience with AA and substance free lifestyle. I am 26 years old, I had a bit of a drinking problem, I drank and drugged to seek relief from anxiety gain acceptance, self medicate, and hopefully accidentally die. I never thought it was a problem, my sister and my mother were what I classified as alcholics, not me, I could handle my booze. I loved doing speed, it made me feel invincible, and the friends that I did it with were normal and that was all that we needed. After several horrible events and 6 years of suffering, I joined a friend to an AA meeting for support.....
I can honestly say that stopping all of the abuse was the best decision that I have ever made. I am closer to my higher power, I am now learning to live like "normal people", and I have a few friends in the AA rooms. My anxiety has greatly reduced, and the urge to use is almost gone. I am just reflecting on what previously brought me so much pain has brought me a feeling of relief! and serenity?!?
Do not get me wrong, I definately still have hard times, but now I am able to think through them and make actual big people decisions! If anyone would ever like to chat or talk about their experiences or trials, I am glad to do so!
It does work if you work it!