I've tried to call two people today with no answer. I need more #'s from other members of AA. However what do I do go to a meeting and ask? I'm afraid of going to meetings because I'm afraid I might cry. I feel really dumb when I cry. I'm afraid I might cry and when a meeting is all over no one will step up to the plate and talk to me. I just need support really bad. So here I am reaching out to one option I have. I have prayed a lot today. Thank God I'm tired enough to sleep soon,I have only recently been honest with my alcohol problem for the second time. This last bender I went on was a really bad one. I just worry to much. I thought I would know what to do honestly. However my brain just doesn't seem to be helping me now.
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