Well I just got 35 days and every single day of the last week has been such a struggle. I feel like I want to go drink, like I am fine. I feel as if giving up is the only way, that I am just white knuckling this thing called sobriety and it is miserable to struggle so much. So I think it would be so much easier to give in and drink. What could it really hurt is the question that keeps going through my mind...am I completely going crazy? What is it about 30 days that sent me over the edge?
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