Just joined today. One way or another, I have been unable to control my drinking for seven years. As two days ago, I have spent all of my student loans on benders, so I am pretty fresh in trying to pick up the pieces here. It seems that without fail a Friday night of drinking turns into a multiple day party and I end up in some bad places around NYC, have seen a lot things I should have not been around and let a lot of good people down. I am wearing myself thin, every time its take a little longer to pick the marbles back up and function. Then when I start functioning well enough, I congratulate myself with a night out. Over and Over. I have faith that I can through this weekend, though it will be tough. However, I really dont know how I am going to stay straight for the holidays. Anyway, brand new here and trying to make this shot at sobriety stick. Thanks guys.
Posts You May Be Interested In
This week, How about some stand-up comedy jokes? Happy Hump Day!
clean for dinner tonight....sheet pan...I have another would have worked but this one was just as clean and easier to access out of the dishwasher than trying to find the other where I do not know I put it right at moment....I have another one in the refrigerator with the drumsticks container sitting on top of it to collect the blood/juices as that thaws out if any rather than bleeding on the...