After 19 years of marriage, I asked my alcoholic husband to leave...he was like 2 men,,one being the kind, giving, caring, loving handsome husband,,the other being the gut who didnt come home sometimes, tried to push me down the stairs, locked me out in the winter and the list went on. After he left we hadnt spoken in 3 months and everyday I was more heartbroken,,i joined AlAnon, got cousilling, read many self help books , joined groups of women to meetup and do things..but I spoke to him today and asked him if the last words he spoke to me where ...get the f--k out of my life and I hate you...Did you hate me,,he said the last 3 months were hell for him,,he hasnt drank, dated or had sex with anyone,,should I believe him and give him another try or should I kill myself from the heartache. Im 61 and dont want to be alone or start a new life all over again,,I think i know all your answers,,but I want to see him...wwahhh!!!
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