Today I am very glad AA is a "one day at a time" program. I received my two-year coin on Monday. Right now I am really craving alcohol. I haven't for a long time and its upsetting. The immediate trigger is because mood took a sudden nose dive (I'm bipolar). All of a sudden I'm crying and can't stop. Of course this is probably also related to the fact that my divorce was final a few weeks ago although I thought six months of therapy had diffused that a bit. Maybe I was just putting off the grief. Add that to the fact that my dad and one of my sponsor's other sponsees just went back out. I could use some reminders about how much better it is to be sober even though you have to feel pain when it happens...
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