i have drank now for over 30 years, beer is my drug of choice. People say i am a binge drinker. Can anyone tell me exactly what that means? Am i an alcoholic? I dont have the urge to drink sometimes for weeks at a time, but when i do ,,,,,trust me i do. I have episodes of blacking out and sometimes i cant remember what in the hell i have done, I wake up with brusies, i dont bruise and people tell me i have fallen. I dont have withdrawls, i dont get the shakes,i dont drink in the day time, and my parents didnt drink at all. I have a bad past and have used it for a crutch reason, so they say. But what is binge drinking really? Does anyone really know? I dont drink every day and i can live with it or without it, but when i WANT it it better be there or i am going to go get it! I cant drink just one, sometimes, its 5 or 6 and sometimes its 12 or more, Wow this is a tough one, do i need help? am i crazy? I have been diagnosed with, Major depression, Major anxiety, And bp disorder and PTSD, does this matter? Theres more to me and my past but this is just the..... Hell, just some of it. Ok well anyone?????
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