I'm not giving up Gol-Dang-It. I am more convinced than ever that I don't want that alcohol-soaked-life anymore! I am done. I just do not want to be in that place anymore. I don't think I even find any pleasure in it except for the first few minutes of the initial buzz. After that...it is nothing but depressing, sad, and isolating. I'm done.
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