went to the dr today was gonna be honest,i have high blood pressure,174/96,could not get honest,why,do i need to continue to ruin my life,am i not done yet?do i need for my five year old to see what her brother and sister saw?do i want to stay miserable?what am i doing?i go back next week for the b/p,i assume the alcoholism is making it high....what the hell am i doing???i hate this shit....
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