Hi all,pleased to have the gutts to admit I have a drinking problem and it's getting worse.I had my first ever drink at five,then started drinking heavily at sixteen.Went on to drink basicly non stop for a year when I was 20.I'm now 22 and was sober for a year.Iv'e started up again due to the massive break up with my long term BF who hurt me badly.If I'm not drinking alcohol I'm having energy drinks.I have come off my meds for Bipolar and am manic,the meds stopped me from having too much drink.I drunk a bottle of wine last night and today have been craving more.I love to drink vodka and white wine mostly.I get very agiated and angry if I don't get it.I've had posioning about four times and should have gone to hospital because I was vomiting blood.Alcoholism runs in my family,I have six cousins with it.I don't know how to stop.My family and friends are very worried.
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