I don't know what to do.. Actually, I know what I want to do. I just don't know how to go about doing it. I need to quit drinking. Part of me wants to and part of me does not. It's going to cost me my job. I can tell that drinking is having an effect on my performance. I'm the second youngest person to ever get pulled up into management with this company. (The first youngest is only 8 days older than me) lol. I have only been in this profession for about 4 years (3 with this co.) I'm very grateful and terrified at the same time. I am in a very public position. I feel as though I need to figure out a private way to deal with this. Therefore local support meetings are out of the question. If I can't lick this on my own, I see myself sliding further down the toilet.
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