Not really, just advice..lol..I dont know if anyone on here has ever lost a child to foster care but I want some advice. My daughter has been in one for a year and a half now and she is coming home on January 9th. I dont usually post things about my life but I feel close to you guys so I thought I would write about it here. I have this weird feeling about her coming home. I cant wait to get her in my arms again. My daughter is my life. but I cant shake this feeling of deep depression, I want to sleep the days away and have been doing this for the last 2 months. the closer thecourt date gets, the more i sleep. I am on antidepressives due to my bi-polar. I get her everyweekend and i'm excited as hell when she is here. so what the hell is wrong with me? I feel like a piece of crap cause im so depressed about this. or is it this?
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