Hello, i have just joined this site. I really need to meet people who understand alcohol addiction and how difficult it can be to break free from it's hold. I am writing this, racked with guilt over last nights drinking episode. I have been drinking pretty heavily lately due to a recent death in the family and i think it is starting to catch up with me. I have bi polar disorder so i am already quite anxious but the alcohol makes my anxiety and depression 10 times worse and yet i cannot stop drinking! I just don't know why i keep doing this to myself. As soon as i begin to feel better the cycle starts again. I just want to live a 'normal' life free from incessant anxiety and fear. But it seems as though i only realise i have a problem when the pain becomes too much to bear. Any advice or wisdom would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.
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